Why?

You know i just dont understand people sometimes. You know i've been thinking and i am one to worry about anything. It gets me no where...worring about something is not gonna make it happen that much sooner or better or whatever. It wont change a thing...so why do we do it? I havent a clue. I say people make life hard...but i do too. In government (i miss ole coach greer) one day we were talkin about how the cost of living is increasing all the time and i was so frustrated and said, 'why cant we just live?' Maybe that is a question i need to ask myself...why cant i just live? I make my life so hard sometimes and i dont know what to do sometimes. I have diagnosed myself with OCD and its hard to deal with my life being out of order or spontaneous. Maybe the next time you are worried about something you should stop and think is it really worth it? Is it really worth me worrying about? I bet i have already wasted half of my life worrying, no joke! I dont understand...i dont understand a lot of stuff. From now on i cant say ill never worry...i probably will my whole life...but i hope that you, well who ever is reading my not realizes that its not worth your time to worry. You should live your life stress and worry free...because a life of worry and stress is not fun...im tellin you. Next time your worried think about the fact that its not gonna change a dang thing...God never said life would be easy...He never said that once you were saved it was gonna be a piece of cake...there are gonna be hard times in your life and maybe even a few heartbreaks...but dont worry about it...everything is meant to be...everthing happens for a reason...next time something bad happens in your life dont sweat it, its just not your day...make the best of it...what if we dont get tomorrow...smile and bear it...I know it sounds stupid me telling you not to worry but i know what its like and believe me once you start its unstoppable...i seem to worry about others before i worry about myself...ha ha its sad i know